yomichellelei:

michellexann:

I try to hold myself together every single day. I try to put a smile on my face even though I just want to frown. I try to laugh and act like nothing is wrong. I try to go out as much as possible when I really just want to lay in bed and gather all of my thoughts. I try to put on a happy front just so no one can see that I’m really a mess inside. I am a walking wreck but I try not to make it obvious.

True Story

(Source: vicious-g)

october 23 - 1 year anni w/ babe :)

october 24 - my 18th birthday, finally legal !! YEYUUH!

october 30 - my debut !!!

october 31 - halloween partaaay

* but ima be sad when it’s all over :’(

every time I go to school for my one class, I get sad.. knowing that my girls & ‘parents’ aren’t there. fuck you world for having tec voc only go up to grade 12. now they’re all in uni or doing their own thing.. miss them so much! :’( too bad ima be going to uni in january.. ugh, not looking forward to it (n)

.. as if I’m turning 18 next month and going on 1 year w/ my babe. wow, 2010 is going by WAY too fast. please slow downnn. I don’t wanna be 18!! lolol

I just realized that school is in one month! ahhh, summer went by TOO fast. and omg, my debut, 18 birthday & 1 year w/ babe are in 2 months! .. if only school didn’t exist and having fun with your friends, boyfriend/girlfriend and family were the only things left in the world to do… ah, I wish

babe, I’ll promise I’ll never let you go